Awkward

i am the awkward of awkwardest people D:

>.<
in my head: omg, thank you, but i don't want to be a bother, but i know you would say i'm not. i'm super grateful and I'd be pleased to accept. or something like that. Is that too enthusiastic? Maybe I shouldn't say that.
so what comes out: ..... umm... alright... yes...



ughhh
and then i want to say: oh.. no... my hesitancy wasn't anything to do you. i am not trying to sound reluctant about it either. i just wasn't sure how to say yes properly.
what i say: .....


UGHHHH.
please don't misunderstand me.... :(