Overdue

I am overdue for a vulnerable post. I can feel myself counting the number of posts I've had since I decided I need to be vulnerable on blogger again.
Instead of all these little snipbits of life that is mostly surface-y conversation and small talk. All true, but never really that deep. Daily life is different than the midnight musings.
Because midnight musings are the heart of myself. It's the answer you are actually trying to hear when when you ask how is your day?
not the "fine" or "alright, how about you?"

I've yet to really share anything truly meaningful that has made me ponder and struggle. And now that I've re-remembered that... well.