Tiredddd

I'm not going to make it. 

Trauma shift tonight and it's only 3 pm and I'm already tired. I'm so screwed. 

I mean. I have been up since 4 am. But I still have another 15 hrs to go. 

So screwed. I'm already yawning every few minutes. 

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Edit: okay. 5 pm. And technically done with clinic but can't go home bc my residents took me here :/ OMG SAD. Soooooo gotta wait for them to finish their notes and then... I dunno. Do I go to trauma or do I go home for 10 min to grab a bite and change? Ahhhhhhh. I have 13 h left in the day. 

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Edit2. Holy wow. Midnight now. 12 am. On the dot. Just went into a major trauma OR case and they wanted to know my name since I was pretty helpful. !!!! Got to hold a beating heart in my hand and pump it/cardiac massage. So awake! And dehydrated. 6 more hours to go. 

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Edit 3. 1:45. Not going to make. I'm really tired and it is dead silent in the trauma pit. Except for the resident singing along to uptown funk. Trying to study. But obviously you know how that's going I I'm writing this. Thinking about tomorrow and I think I want some chicken sagwaala. Also need to go grocery shopping. Mrkkkkk. My scrubs are bloody. Ugh. And I'm not hungry but I want to eat. What to do. 4h and 15 min left. Not going to make it :(

Edit 4. Almost there!!!! 15 minutes left. Patients actually came in. So had just enough work to stay awake. Still need a shower. Still want Indian food. Had quite a bit of fun today. Maybe. I dunno. Tired. Will decide if today was fun after I sleep. Which is... Not yet. 

Edit 5. Holy crap I am so mad. Get home just to discover that all the freaking hot water is used up. And all that's left is this tepid shower water crap! ARGHHHH. And I was really looking forward to a long shower. Freaking hell. I am going to bed now. I hate all you people who wake up early to shower and take all the hot water. Ugh. Angry.  

Edit 7. Slept all day. Went grocery shopping. Slept some more. Didn't get Indian food, but bought a box of diy butter chicken at the grocery store. In conclusion. I had a good trauma call :) life is pretty good.