Despondent

Feeling despondent and overwhelmed.

Even Philippians 4:13 seems like a distant comfort rather than something I can sink my soul into.

My heart has not learned the secret of being content in any and every situation even if my mind already has.

Future thinking is overwhelming. There is always so much to be done, so much self expectation, so much burden.

Such is life.

It is possible.
It is doable.
It is worth doing.
I can do all this through him who gives me strength.

Repeat this enough and hopefully it becomes truth instead of platitudes.

-edit-
several hours later...

Doing okay now. See? Emotions are fleeting. It is important to never make lasting decisions in the middle of fluctuating emotional states.